Monday 30 March 2009

in times like this...

i really wan to be strong...words cannot describe how disappointing or how depressing this is ...nothing beats the feeling of loneliness as well... friends are everywhere.. yet.. it still feels tht way.. people around you seems to be near... but it is so distant... so far tht no one is listening.. except one person...whom i am clinging on to..and is the only hope i will be expecting and praying for... crying wont help..because this world is already a cruel world i am living in..

smiley faces doesnt seem to tell the world how unhappy i am living here.. so whats the point..?? its not pointless to be living..but pointless to be staying..shud i leave for good..??? regret is not something i wan to cling on to for the rest of my life...

i really want to be successful...so successful that i do need to worry abt everyone else.. are you listening..?? i need a miracle...i really do

1 comment:

cuilin said...

hugs and stay strong
i feel what u are feeling as well
love you loads
take care
xoxo