Thursday, 18 December 2008
Monday, 8 December 2008
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Saturday, 29 November 2008
Foggy weather
so i had to cycle in the fog until Kei came to fetch me at Matalan... ^^
it was horrible!!! cold and u couldn't really see much!!
according to the weather report its gonna be foggy the whole day today as well...aihh...
no wonder its so cold in the house now!!! its -1°C at the moment... =.=!!!
sunday as well...
anyway...i've been learning to play mahjong...heheheh
its fun game actually without gambling ^^
u can see on faces like Danny and Balee in their disbelief that i actually won 'Jackpot'!!! wahahahahah >.<

Thursday, 27 November 2008
Monday, 24 November 2008
=.=!!!
the wind was so strong that i couldn't cycle properly...makes me even more tiring!!!
crazy weather in UK now!!! =.=!!!
Thursday, 20 November 2008
Yay!!!!
I can 100% sure tht i will be going bek for cny now!!! ^^
was quite worried earlier ....praying hard tht i wont have to appeal for the visa but its settled now!! phewwww.............
I can start making lists out...on what to do when i reach m'sia!!! heheheh
first...am gonna go drop by the hawker stall near my house for my wan tan mee, fried kuey teow and fried nice for supper ^.^V
then next morning go to morning market for breakfast...hmm...am still thinking either curry mee / prawn mee / wan tan mee / char kuey teow / char kuey kak.........aihhh...pening laaaaa everything oso wan...
an then after breakfast...gonna drop by the malls!!! hehehehehe...its time to replenish my stocks!!! hahahaha...gonna go for shopping spree!!! weeee!!! nyek nyeek nyek =p
i wan to be properly dress for the summer-ry weather in m'sia maaa....moreover its cny!! gonna be HOT!!! ahhh...am so going to be sun-burn arrr... hehhehhehehehe
most importantly...not oni get to collect ang pao...since i miss last year...i get to celebrate my birthday bek home with people I love and miss...heheheheh....
hmmmm....maybe i should make it a big one...birthday comes once a year...moreover i dun get to celebrate it with my family and friends last year...yea...think shld make it a big big one...woot woot!! >.<
ooooooooooooooo.....cant wait to go home now!!! =)
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
The Gift..cont'
was working on sunday...and i read most of it throughout my 5 hours shift although had 50 calls coming in...
anyway, the book is about a guy name Lou who is always busy with his work and had no time for family and friends...most of his social time went to his company's dinner and gathering...then he met a guy name Gabe which sort of gave him an opportunity to have MORE time since he always complains about not having enough time to spent...
he manage to seal two big contracts for his company in one night...because he was doubled-up meaning two Lou attending two separate occasions and manage to get the deal done. So he finally got promoted and as time goes by....little did he realise...his time is coming up...
when he got to know that Gabe was behind all this...he was afraid that his family might be in trouble because he didnt realise he that is in trouble...
anyway...while reading this yesterday...i actually cried!!! because it is really touching!!! i cant believed i actually cried...i'm not going to tell the ending of the story...but... remember...time is to be shared!! spend more time with your loved ones while u still can =)
'If you could wish for one gift this Christmas, what would it be?' ~Cecelia Ahern~
Monday, 17 November 2008
The Gift...
Friday, 14 November 2008
Rudyard Kipling ~ IF
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch; If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run - Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!
Thursday, 13 November 2008
These I Can Promise
But I can promise all my heart's devotion;A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow;A love that's ever true and ever growing;A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow.
~Author Unknown~
Monday, 10 November 2008
Saturday, 8 November 2008
Brand new!!!
its much warmer in my room now...i guess double glazing windows does help with the crazy weather in england now!!! and it looks much more posh now hahahahahaha
gonna drag my housemates to clean the house now...cos its still a mess!! although they might want to fix the back windows and kitchen door next week...but its definitely in a horrible state now!!! i cant stand it!!!
I also got my brand new Cruzer Micro!!! heheheheh...considering earning £££ here...buying stuff like this is sure cheap...even if i were to convert...yea...much much more cheaper!!! I also received my Narnia books today!!! i'm so not going to be bored at work now...hehehehheeh 7 books for me to finish...
Thursday, 6 November 2008
My house
i'm happy and unhappy at the same time...because i'll get a new window...which gonna keep me warm...BUT...its gonna be disaster after the fit the windows!!! =.=!!!
gonna be home alone today...aihhh...everyone is doing their stuff...and am home watching these guys working...
its gonna be dusty soon..................
Wednesday, 5 November 2008
Fireworks
it was gorgeous!!! although wasnt tht nice compared to last yr's Liverpool 800th year anniversary ...it was much more fantastic then... =)
took some photos of it...dunno how well it will be.. cos beautiful stuff cannot always be captured through a camera,....has to be live experience!! =)
then went over to Anya's for hotdog and snacks!! urgh...guilty guilty!!! ate too much today ady... =x
.............
grrrr!!!! they's changed the doors...it looks better!! but the whole house is in a mess!
they're going to fit the windows...and its gonna be worst!!!!
gosh! there goes all the carpet! =.=!!!
Updates!! Updates!!!
i've been..... hmmmmm..........................
actually not much >.<
ever since i handed in my dissertation and finally done with my MA
I've been to Italy - it was horrible!!!! was in Pisa and Florence..the scenaries and the structure is beautiful!!! however it is the people that i am very very disappointed with. I thought Spain was worst...this is even worst...i felt that i've suddenly went into a third world country worsts that malaysia!!! thts not good! I was very proud to be Malaysians suddenly at tht time!!! ^^ our customer services anytime better than them ...phew...
worst of all...was stuck in Pisa Airport for at least a good 7-8 hours and thinking we can nap in the airport...MANA TAU...the guard have to asks us to leave because theyshut down at 12.30am to 4am!!!!! so hv to squat outside the airport for another 3 1/2 hours!! =.=!!! it wasnt tht cold...BUT gradually getting colder and colder
so i urge u not to go Pisa or Florence...go somewhere bigger Rome or Venice
after that came home feeling lost! cos nothing to do...as if my brain is dying off....no readings, no assignments, no lectures, no seminars.......its the begining of not having to study full time now........... while eagerly looking for a job..i realised that i've also becoming so lazy...sighhh...
just sticking at home except to work...sitting in front of my studio 15 laptop, facebook-ing all the time..think am gonna have a OCD Facebook like my friend Danny ^^
watch movie, eat, sleep like tht luuuu
except tht i've been paying quite an often visit to Riley's - a place where to play snooker, pool and poker without to tolerate with smokers!!! which is sooo good...
my cooking skills are getting better also ^.^V yea!!! hehehehehe... was cooking bak kut teh yesterday...all of the bak kut tehs i've cooked...yesterday was the best!!! it was as if in Klang at tht moment eating my bak kut teh...HAHAHHA!!
not only my skills got better...i think my face somehow changes that people cant recognise me!!! my gosh!! one was steven and the other my church Pastor!!! Steven was asking Karolina who was the girl in the picture...cos he couldnt recognize who it is so it has to be new girl taking picture with stephen. meanwhile, my Pastor, Karen...couldnt make up who i was and assume i'm definitely the new girl...and decided to asked for my name...(although i wasnt wearing my spec...i dont think i was tht much of a difference that people couldnt recognized me!!!) Steven says i lost weight...whish is why...its like a total new person!!!
i guess theres pros and cons to it....while i'm still worried in getting a full time job and planning ahead what i am going to do here...theres a transformation in me...at least a good one ^^
gonna head for fireworks event later!!! its the 5th of NOV!!! 'Remember, remember the 5th of Nov!!!' gonna play some fireworks as well!! its legal here!!!! wooohoooo!!!! =)
Monday, 29 September 2008
It was an unforgetable holiday ^^
Madrid and Barcelona is beautiful!!! The feeling is definitely different...
not because it is Spain...but Zara was good!!! hehehehehe...
for more pictures...
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Sunday, 21 September 2008
Saturday, 20 September 2008
21st Century Teenager Conference

Thursday, 18 September 2008
So...What's Next???!!!
anyway...have been mixing with a lot of japanese people...learning quite a lot of japs words...
hahahah...i think i may forgot most of it once i stop communicating with them =/
its quite a rough journey...up and down...and finally i am here right now
deciding which path i want to take...
looking at news lately...people lost their jobs every single day in UK and the numbers are still increasing...so...how am i going to get a place here??
things are getting harder these days...(is this a sign for me to go back??)
i am having so much in my mind...
but nothing can be justified at the moment...because nothing has changed....it is only the imagination and the feeling that the time is getting nearer and nearer...hmmmm
anyway, i am going to try my luck here...worst come to worst...i'll just have to go back then...HOME
on the other hand...looking at the brighter side of it...i already have my Masters...^^ that's what important (for now)
missing quite a lot of ppl here...
oh ya...I'm gonna go off to SPAIN !!! woohoo!!!
Monday, 15 September 2008
MA completed
was up working on it till 5am!!!
on skype with my mum till 6am..yawning all the way though...
woke up again at 11am
and went to library to return all the books i've borrowed and cleared my fines as well!!
bought the skeleton bind and hand in at 2pm!!!
There goes my study life!!! Gonna enjoy life without books and journals (for now first)
FREE!!!!!! =)
After bye-bye comes Hello!!!
Group photo after the Monopoly match!!!! hahahha...and yes...I won!!!
Goodbye-s are painful...
Friday, 12 September 2008
Friday, 5 September 2008
Wednesday, 3 September 2008
Tuesday, 2 September 2008
Pist Off!!
I'm getting fed up with the world who actually lost their manners...
its such a pain in the ass to be in the situation i am in right now!!
u either tell them off to their faces and then u slowly see tht the relationship beginning to turn sour...or thts it...leave it as it is - which means i'm stuck in this stupid world whether i like it or not
u tell people abt ur boundaries...YEA SO DO I!!! i hv mine too..u wan to hear them???
i bet u're too busy messing around with people's life...thts ok...because its fun...YEA..FOR YOU!! u know i don't like it...but u still do it..why?? because it is bloody FUN FOR YOU!!!!!
u tell people ur do's n don'ts...so do i..haven u been listening???!!!
talking abt responsibilities...yea right...i do not want to go thr
waiting for u while u're still enjoying is making me SICK!!!
being considerate probably has never been in your mind EVER!!!
i'm sorry i hv to be cruel...because u never listen
on the other side, world: u did gave joy and happiness; laughter...u help people with their everyday lives...(but i was thinking...was it temporary?? because i haven known you enuf tht time??? and now since enuf is enuf...this is happening BECAUSE WE'RE CLOSE????!!!)
STOP!!! stop acting, stop talking too much, stop living IN your own world where you thought there is nobody else...because whether u like it or not...I AM HERE!!!
Monday, 1 September 2008
Monday, 25 August 2008
Thursday, 21 August 2008
Presenting Tiger, Euthycus & Jacob
Jacob is laziest among them all...he eats a lot n sleeps a lot!! Euthycus is the shy one...always runs away n hides himself. Tiger is very extrovert...playful most of the time...attention seeker..n very picky with his food!!
Aww...look at them sleeping..heheheh...sooner that won't fit all of them...(Steven..better do something!! hahah )
Look what happens when Tiger wants to play Mario Kart too!!!
Tiger obviously dunno what to do with 'cat nip'. He just lie there and hug it...unlike his brothers Euthycus and Jacob (quoted from Elaine and Steve, 2008) =D
There...they starts fighting...all because of cat nip..Once they smell it..they all go crazy...running around..fighting with each other...until they get tired..they sleep... oh..wat a wonderful world...HHAHAHAHAHA
Wednesday, 20 August 2008
Friday, 8 August 2008
Busy
its been pretty good...able to write most of it...leaving a 'sort' of a lil left to write...which shldnt be a problem...
had a terrible morning!!! my beighbour was doing some renovation and it was NOISY!!!! couldn't even sleep properly...as if i was having a nightmare!!
they cannot stop knocking the wall which as if going to knock through my room's wall! ............
so now i am feeling a bit tired...and i hv to work tonight!!! crap
zzZZZzzzzz.............
Wednesday, 6 August 2008
Mum and Dad in UK =)
Thursday, 24 July 2008
Saturday, 12 July 2008
Leeds Conference!!

Thursday, 10 July 2008
Alton Towers updates


Inside the HEX...on the way to a spooky journey!!! we just try to cover our fears...hahahaha
All of us...
Stephen and I...while Carole is feeling 'rejected' cos she wasn't in the picture with us...hahaha...cos she was just sitting opposite of us... =p
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
Conference
scary!! will be presenting my paper there!! I can't feel my knees now!!hehehe
and they are all fully sponsored!!! woohoo...
will be coming bek on the 12th... then 13th head off to Manchester to pick my parents up!!!
YEAAAAAAA!!!!
they will be here for my graduation!! this coming 23rd!! =D
Gonna have a blasts at home!! PACKED WITH 8 PPL in a ONE bathroom house!!!!
that is so fantastic!! fabulous!!
Monday, 30 June 2008
Friday, 27 June 2008
Busy Busy
but thanks to the busy days...as if been motivated to do most of my work =)
anyway, life isn't as boring as previously...although it may seem life-less...hahahah
the oni entertainment i have lately is playing Monopoly Mega Edition...HAHHAHA
and I found out one tactic to win the game...maybe not much...but at least a slight probablity of winning there!!
stephen chan, watch out ya! hehehe
tomo is the DAY!!! wooohooo...we're going to alton tower for some blast!!
the last time i went was last summer...so i think its about time for me to go thr again!! hahaha
gonna put up some nice nice pictures of me 'gila-ing' HEHEHEHEH
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
Sunday, 15 June 2008
water lilies

He made you to be as beautiful as you are today...
God gave not only the beauty lies above the water...
that includes the beauty lies underneath...
Lou inspire me...that I am women of God...
beautifully created...and the prayer of healing will be heard by my God
because the authority has given unto me...to be the ONE
to shower the LOVE to the people around me
that my God once showed me that LOVE and still is...
Sunday, 8 June 2008
red squirrels
its another small town 30minutes away from Liverpool...
took train...and it was all packed with people!!!
guess it was the mass parade tht everyone just cam down to liverpool..
bt i decided to go out of liverpool...hehehe
anyway...reached thr...walk abt 15 mins...
and finally reach my destination...
took me 2 mins...to actually see where the red squirrels are...ehehehe
and we were so lucky...we saw a number of them...
there was one...up close and personal with the red squirrels...eating nuts..hehehe
very cute...=)
i got so tired...didnt make it to the sand dune...it supposed to be another beautiful place...
maybe next time...
Saturday, 7 June 2008
Busy week..
summer program students are here...this is their first week here...
you can see them rayau rayau in the middle of the night where all shops are closed...
and no mamak to go to... =)
i was them...last yr...
anyway...although busy...but it was an amazing week...
no doubt i am now employed with two jobs...
remember how i actually desperate for one...and now..got more thn i can work for...
i've got my first pay slip today...woohooo!!!
heheheheh...
Thursday, 29 May 2008
I e-meow you, you e-meow me =)
Dear Ah Lian
Thanks you for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything? For me, I am quiet find. You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly. You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat barger. After that he take we all go to kalah ok. Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright. Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family. I only hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and to me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me. I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me. Goo bye.....
Worm regard, Ah Beng
Sunday, 25 May 2008
Saturday, 24 May 2008
Thursday, 22 May 2008
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
My adventurous day
anyway...we went to Lake District...is a place in uk tht attracts lots of tourist due to its beauty
and most people go thr to hike...so for the first time in my life...went hiking...
without hiking gear!!!
left liverpool around 10 ish in the morning
stopped by Kendal (small pretty town) for picnic
then off to Grassmere (somewhere near Grassmere) to park our car
we started hiking on the wrong hill...came down...and climbed the other one that we wanted to
took me 2 hours to reach the top...
where they have beautiful lake on top...
there we stop for tea...cos we were all exhausted and hungry...
i couldn't help but kept complaining...n regret going on this trip!!! hehehehe...
after resting...we get ourselves down...
and unfortunately...the next thing we know...we're like 20+ miles away from our car!!!
we went down the wrong route!!! n got ourselves to another town!!!
so we were stuck somewher in Lake District (because it is really really huge place)
hungry and cold!!! waited near an hour for the taxi to arrived to fetch us bek to our original
destination...=/
and all i noe...my whole body felt like breaking up...my legs are aching...stomach not feeling well(due to cold food the whole day) headache...
then off to steven's for bbq...where most of us are so died-ed...couldn't even enjoy the bbq...
reached home near 2am!!! and slept till 11 plus in the morning...surely an adventurous day!!
will post some of my tired and grumpy face from the trip soon...hehehhe